I have finally watched the lord of the rings Lewis.Rather bizarre that some of the end words are.(How do you pick up the threads of an old life,How do you go on,When in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back,there are some things that time cannot mend,and some hurts that go deep and have taken hold.) Life has never been the same.There are no words possible to explain how we feel.I love and miss you so much.Forever in my heart and soul.Love you my son Lewis from mum.xxxx